Forgive me, if i love you

Excuse me if I call you 
I have to
Because I love you 
You played your game
always the same 
in your eyes I lost my dreams
in my heart remains 
only a scream


So forgive me if I love you
my feelings were true 
my eyes too
nothing remains
in my hands
only a salty tear
and a burning pain


I lost my dream
to be forever
by your side
searching a warm place
to recover 
where I can hide
my cold bones
my bleeding heart

I lost my mind
I want to bury my soul
my screams roam
In my lost dream
Empty spaces
Our useless words
Abandoned places
our eyes, our soul



my love is dissolving
led by a cold wind behind
my heart is still trying
to erase my soul, my mind
passion, love, 
hands and eyes
lips and promises
useless words
only trite life stories 
we were born alone
we will die the same
so please
forgive me
if i still love you