This Pain

the pain is calling my name
again
we see same place
we meet same time
with that pain
knowing only my name
another lie makes me die
another knife 
bleeding life
my soul is crying
his pain
nightmares are devouring dreams
again
the silence 
is whispering to me
in this darkness
no light, can't see
black heart
throwing up a truth
dark soul
still searching for a proof
feeling
i'm falling
wrong way
i'm heeling
no more lights
in my eyes
also the last hope
has died
missing the reason why
this darkness has devoured
my blue sky
again
nothing more to complain
this pain is calling my name

The World Behind

Thinking to you
Waiting for who
i'm always alone
me and my soul
cannot sleep
the pain is pulsing deep
perhaps what i told to myself
is only a lie
perhaps the only thing i deserve
is only to die
closing my eyes
stopping to breath
no beating heart
no blood in my veins
all ends here
no other stop
no one waiting
for me there
no one take care
no breathe, no air
I'll leave the sunshine
To the flowers.
I'll leave the springtime
To the trees.
I leave the old folks the memories,
Of a little babe on their knee.
I leave the nighttime
To the dreamers.
I leave the songbirds
To the blind.
I leave the moon up above,
To those I love,
When I leave the world behind.

Forever

You are gone without a goodbye

In my heart, in my mind

Remain only a black sky

Blue eyes with no light

Wandering like a blind

only a cry

from my soul

like a hole

darkness is devouring

my whole

I will follow my path alone

My sin to atone

Is to lose your love

All your words are still

On my lips

Everything I did

Again I will

Your breath

brought life

in my heart

my heartbeat

sounds the music

of your sensuality

my feelings fly

on your fingers

bringing me

unknown emotions

but all is gone

always, again alone

i'll never see your smile again

i lost my where

i lost my when

would like to be strong

like big trees

but on myself i'm bent

crying on my knees

i lost my sunshine

sadness and a bottle

of red wine

all what remain

your memory to erase

and my life to face

we were warriors

of our peace

now we are like

two leaves

waiting the wind

on the trees

was beautiful to smile togheter

was beautiful to cry togheter

we never will more

forever

Never Ending

I see you
In this blue sky
I search you
In my scars
In my hands
I feel you
On my body
On my lips
I see you
In the bright stars
Remembering me that
Despite all
We live and sleep
In the shadows 
of the same moon
I see you
Any moment
My heart beats strong
Calling your name
I feel your touch
Your caress
Your lips on my skin
I pump up the volume
Of this crazy silence
Dancing on your 
love notes
Searching your hands
Your body near mine
My breathe in yours
My head is a jungle
Of emotions and memories 
running
Pain and joy
Flowing
Desire and desperation
Growing
My love for you
never ending

Again

My little love i see you here
Lying by my side
Sleeping, dreaming, loving, living
Waiting and desiring
Your next caress
I attack my dreams to the stars
To avoid to fall down
Trying to stay awake in this life
That provides you only the next breathe
I would like to close my eyes
Forgetting this situation
And I would surely redeem my cries
Erasing this desperation
My little love I know I’ve lost you
But your words, your smiles, your hands
Are still touching my heart 
Until this universe will fall apart
Until my flesh will be torn
By your poisonous dart
my little love
I feed my days
Of any moment I told love
I fill up my years
Of all time I thought love
My heart will be yours
Of all days I invented love
I dreamed love
I sung love
Of all days I thought love
Of all days I wrote love
Because nothing more than this love
Can fill up this world

Slowly I caress your long hair
And slowly you wake up
in your beautiful eyes
like this day is as the first one
like all fears, pain, tears are past
gentle soul,  gentle skin and mild
looking around like a little child
like  I never lost you
like I can breathe in your breathe again
like I can find the sun in your love
again

My only Light

what will be of me, what will be of you

what will be of us

your curly hair, your sweet hands,

now we are hanging on little strands

what will be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow

what will be forever?

my hand will shake while i touch your breasts

while the beat of my heart runs fast

never arrests

to who you will give your breath, your lips

your painfull scars, your soft hips

to who you will give your smiling eyes

the sensual language of your body

where your butterfly will fly, baby?

what my eyes will search in the darkness

when the silence let your heart speaking

while i will die, with whom you are imagining

In the sea storm of this life

this blue ocean is upside down

i dreamt to sail this sea with you

but isnt true, isnt true

Write to me from another love

and for the tears you have

in your dreaming eyes

i leave you our thousands

lovely smiles

what will be of me, what will be of you

what will be of us

i would like to be the shadow

that watch on you

that fall asleep in you

that caress your sweet skin

would like to be for you

all that i never have been

I would like to have strong arms

to keep you on my heart

and never let you go

i would like to be

so strong to challenge the death

and return to see

your eyes, eating your breath

I continue to be devoured by this anger

to copy this immense sky

living and hating

dreaming that i could fly

Write to me from another love

your words as a goodbye

in this cold night

your last sweet kiss

in my heart

is my only light

Blue eyes

Sometimes my flesh hurts

Rotten blood pulsing in my heart

Walking the face of the earth once more

Like a mindless puppet, my strings are torn

My creaky bones, the bad eyesight

Yet the chance to turn wrong to right

But I can’t

Sometimes can’t stop tears falling down

Searching for a smile, a sun, getting lost around

Diseased heart with no humanity

Living, loving, feeding my insanity

I want to go away, leaving tears and pain

tears mingle with a dirty rain

why I can’t?

Sometimes I look in the shadows where fears lurk

Endless night, pain devouring my heart and my smirk

Want to find a dream for trying to sleep

Don’t want to burn in this darkness I keep

Breathing, dreaming, loving watching to the sky

Like a wolf in the night With his blue eyes

Vorrei

Vorrei

Che le parole fluissero

Come la fresca acqua di fonte

Per placare l’irrequietezza

Di questo cuore

Che pulsa ogni minuto

Il suo dolore

Vorrei

Urlare a squarciagola

Fino a sputare sangue, vene

Ossa, pelle, l’anima

E le sue pene

Perdermi nell’azzurro di questo cielo

Librarmi in volo come questo pensiero

Vorrei

Che questa notte, ombra dell’anima

Mi graffiasse la pelle

Per farmi sentire vivo

Trasportando l’emozione in ogni

Pensiero, ogni verso, ogni parola

Che ora scrivo

Vorrei

Non sentire questa angoscia

Che svilisce, avvilisce, t’inchioda

Quel dolore che oscura le stelle

Che annulla, ogni gesto, ogni magia

Attraversa il corpo, fora la tua pelle

Si nutre di te e poi ti getta via

Vorrei

Regalarmi ancora una volta il sole

La sua dolce carezza sul viso

ed il suo caldo profumo, un sorriso

tingere i miei sogni di un terso turchino

scolpire nella fierezza di un cuore adamantino

l’andare, impervio, di questo mio cammino

Vorrei

Levigare piano l’essenza Di questa figura sbiadita

Cristalli del cuore che non fanno rumore

Entità intangibile, luce guida della vita

Voci, ricordi, suoni, riecheggiano nel cuore

Arpeggiano nelle dolci melodie della malinconia

Attimi irripetibili si susseguono nel tempo

Senza senso, piano, un sussurro, mi uccide questo silenzio