This Pain

the pain is calling my name
again
we see same place
we meet same time
with that pain
knowing only my name
another lie makes me die
another knife 
bleeding life
my soul is crying
his pain
nightmares are devouring dreams
again
the silence 
is whispering to me
in this darkness
no light, can't see
black heart
throwing up a truth
dark soul
still searching for a proof
feeling
i'm falling
wrong way
i'm heeling
no more lights
in my eyes
also the last hope
has died
missing the reason why
this darkness has devoured
my blue sky
again
nothing more to complain
this pain is calling my name